I put a bikini on for the first time in a long time this morning and asked my daughter to take a photo of me as we don’t have a full-length mirror. I wanted a before photo to show my journey as I reckon that is the only way I am going to succeed. I want to have accountability and this is it.
Elizabeth declared I looked disgusting and Alison said it was yukky.
So I feel like crap.
I may have lost just under 3 stone but apparently that is not enough for me to be able to wear a bikini!
I am on a countdown to my cruise which is in 65 days and I will be exercising, dieting and trying a variety of other things to help me slip down.
My journey will not be easy and there are a lot of things that will stand in my way to try and make me give up but I am determined that I will not be this size when I step on that cruise ship.
Today I have been
very much mostly on plan. I had scrambled egg, mushrooms, and toast and for dinner, I had pasta bolognese that was packed full of speed food. However, I did have a meeting at school where a freshly baked oat biscuit may have jumped into my mouth but it was just one and apart from the margarine on my toast I didn’t have any other syns so it isn’t not all bad.
I get weighed tomorrow night as I am on a school trip on Thursday so I will let you know how I have got on this week.