Do you ever try to think of nice things that you can do so that you can make up for the bad stuff that will happen?
I have found myself doing that over the last few days, I have been planning every spare moment to involve something fun, going for a walk yesterday, going to the park, feeding the ducks and visiting McDonalds today, planning to go to the Museum of Science and Industry tomorrow. I am even planning a trip to the zoo as soon as we have our new car. I thought I was doing anything I can to distract the girls from the upcoming hospital treatments but I actually think I am trying to build memories, trying to take advantage of every good day we are having so that when the bad days come they won’t seem so bad.
I am going to do anything I can. From playing games together, to reading extra stories, anything that makes the days extra special and puts smiles on their faces will be what I will do every moment I get.